The Gadget Boy
Smiling gets me everywhere! Really!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Monday, October 20, 2008
You are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are grey
you never know dear
how much i love you
please don't take the sunshine away...
:)
Saturday, October 18, 2008
A Letter to God
Dear God,
Please give me strength - physically, mentally and emotionally to get through my days, especially on days when he is needy, whiney and uncooperative. Help me to control my anger and my voice. Stop me when I am at the verge of losing it myself. Give me gentleness and firmness in my voice so that I don't shout and scream at him whenever things don't go my way.
Please help to listen with both my heart and my mind when he speaks. Let me understand him better of his needs and wants. Give me humility so that I don't battle with him when it is unnecessary. Give me patience, for me to give him space and time to do things at his own pace.
Amen.
Friday, October 17, 2008
Confused
I'm upset. I'm angry. I'm tired. I don't know what to say. I shout. I scream. I cry. I hit. I say "I don't want you". I say "I don't like you".
Everybody gets angry. They get upset. They shout at me. They scold me. They lecture me. They hit me.
Nothing I do pleases anyone. Everybody says "NO!", "You cannot do that!", "Stop it!" to almost everything I do. I am always wrong, even with the things I say.
I told Mummy that she doesn't love me anymore, nobody loves me anymore. I am sad. Nobody understands me anymore.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
My Car!
I wanted to go trade in my Evo VIII which Gege Nigel gave to me for
this new Evo X, since the VIII dropped its spoiler in a sequence of
crashes last week. (Incidentally, Daddy hasn't glued it back for me
yet.)
My Daddy said that the colour was too striking and that I had to go
get my driver's license first.
The man who showed us the car was actually good to go with the trade-
in. I should have brought my car along in my pocket. Hmmph! Maybe next
time!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Ti ti ta
Tribal drumming and tribal dancing at Kindermusik. He likes the drumming but not the dancing.
He used to enjoy the class a lot more previously. He has backslided and is always begging me to stay with him for class these days. This is worrying as he starts nursery next year. Would be terrible if I have to sit in for his lessons everyday. :(
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Sleepless in Bedok
I prepared him for bed at 9pm. Went through all the routines - brush
teeth, bathe and change. Read 3 books and surprisingly he didn't ask
for more. He must be tired and sleepy. I can finally catch CSI at 10pm.
Wishful thinking. It's 11.15pm now and he just fell asleep. And I
missed CSI. :(